The world seemed so cold and harsh. Lifeless, she felt in it. Alone in her room, she lay flat on her back and stared at the ceiling, counting invisible stars, tears trickling down from her puffy eyes. A million questions were fleeting through her mind – questions she already had answers to.
How long had it been? No one could tell. No one knew, in fact. It’s like she never existed. Everything that mattered in her life was gone.
She remembered his beautiful face and marvelled. He was so perfect. So painfully perfect that she knew in her heart he could never be hers. And every time he looked at her, her heart would skip a beat. This time, it was different. She knew it had to end someday and this was the day. It was obvious he wanted to end things and she knew it would kill her. When he opened his mouth to speak, she walked away from him as as soon as she could.
She wanted to go back in time and set everything right. How could she? She meant every word that she should have left unspoken. And she hoped that some day he would look back and say, “Damn! The girl really loved me.”


why ivvvvvloooooo feelings?